A Lonely New Year

When I was walking down the lane,
Carrying my mobile,
As quiet as a dead lamb,
There were fireworks in the neighborhood,
I wondered,'Whats going on??',
Then came a galore of buzzes,
Checking on my mobile,
"Happy New Year!!!".

Then I sat quietly,
Thinking about the obvious truth,
Do they really intend to wish me,
Or were I in the cob-webbed phone list,
For them to forward the message to all,
Am I just another strange,
Who walks with nothing to offer,
Good for nothing like the dust for them?

What has life got in stake for me??
Why am I walking down this path??
Why am I in this lane??
Why do I care for others when they don't??
Why am I tossed like a ball everywhere??
Why am I living without a purpose??
With these thoughts in mind,
I walk upon the future, As lonely as possible.